Historians hate me T-T

o.O

how do i get myself in this situation all the time?? o.o

hanging out with rich folk is weird...

gosh

rereading our past conversations makes me wonder if you ever respected me.

Ohhhh you've ruined so many things for me.

happy birthday to you~

there's this one restaurant, i don't remember what it's called, but it has a special for graduates and birthdays.

and i remember i was a little offended by that because i felt that...why are birthdays celebrated on the same level as a gradation? you work hard as hell to graduate, at almost every level, but on a birthday you just survive another year. at first, i saw it as almost a slap to the face.

however, i thought about it some more. and then i realized that...surviving is HARD. and you have to endure and survive in order to get your degree.

and i thought about it even more. and then i realized that everyday, we face millions of things that can potentially kill us. not eventually, but immediately. it's amazing how we even live through the night.

and after even further thinking. i realized that life is extremely precious, and deserves celebration. and that it is an accomplishment to remain alive, to take our first gift and still utilize it the best we can.

it really shouldn't bother me

but it's driving me crazy.

lyrics from neyo's "let go"


and this is how i feel about freakin' ugh everything.


i hate being on my period. everything annoys me. EVERYTHING.

and i always want to eat. all the time. ugh. i want to eat right now.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

life. hate. now.

Siiiigh reading his tweets makes me fall more in loves with him :)

oh, but i can have it all. :D

no offense!

i know it's all in a matter of opinion, but my opinion isssss

modest mouse > lupe fiasco ALL DAY

without a doubt

i have done whatever it is that i could have done.
maybe i could have done more. maybe.
but i did what i could, and that should have been enough.

i doubted myself a lot, maybe i could have cared more, shared more, gave more, but i cared, shared and gave what i did. and i don't regret giving the effort i did.

i do admit, it's kinda sad seeing us going the same direction but not together. but our paths have forked and even though it appears that we are going the same way now, our destinations are meant to be different. and i guess it's a good thing that we split when we did, not earlier, not later.