dead.

in the words of angela harvey "if something isn't growing, it's dead" well, i guess i'm dead then. my career is dead. my motivation is dead. my passion is dead. my knowledge, my hard work, everything that i've invested my heart and soul into for the last five years is dead.

just cut your losses and scrap it up, right? just going to start from square one. fucked up so bad that there's no saving it anymore. fuck it. fuck it all. fuck everything and everyone. just. fuck.