gggggggggggggggggggggggoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

just fucking kill yourself then, spare me the trouble!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you can put the blame on me

ok, i think i've listened to akon's "put the blame on me" like fifteen times in the last like three days so...i dunno, it really does get me thinking about being the bigger person...and like..i feel that i should really apologize to someone. and i'm truly sincere when i say this.

the problem isn't you and it's definitely not me, it's us. now, i'm not just saying that so that no one's the bad guy, it's true. we're better people when we're not together. the more time we spend apart, the more civil we are to each other.

i'm sorry that i didn't see that earlier, and i'm especially sorry to have put the blame on you.

but i'm most sorry for holding you back. i see now that you're happier without me, i don't think i've ever made you laugh like that, and i'm sorry for not ever giving you that happiness, but i'm really glad that you've been able to spread your horizons.

i'm not going to attempt to regain the relationship we did have, i'm just going to preserve the memory. you and i both know that it'll be foolish to keep this charade and facade up, so let's just give it up.

we had a good thing, but we've grown up and apart. that's not a bad thing, but staying together is. let's not ruin the good times we had with the bad times that might come.

i hope for the bestest for you and i'm glad that we simply drifted apart instead of exploding into oblivion.

i thank you for all the fun times and all the memories, and i'm glad that we will be able to reflect on them in the future instead of just ignoring each other.

you better be lying

or else you can rot in hell.

hmmmmmm

i definitely would not pay money (not to mention about 20-30 per session) for some pictures taken by some "photographers"

i know that's cheap compared to professional pictures...buuuut i feel that i could do it myself for free for crappier quality. i don't need good pictures anyway so shoooo.

originality

some people lack it. others don't realize they do. those who don't realize it are...pretty darn sad. especially when they think they are original.

"don't judge a book by it's cover"

wellll, sometimes a cover's all you have to judge a book by. i mean, seriously, who has the time to research a book? sometimes you just pick a book off the shelf, read the synopsis and decide to read it or not. and sometimes when the publisher's a bitch and doesn't tell you the synopsis, you gotta make a judgement call on whether it appears interesting enough or not. and some books never catch your eye.

you know why? because looks do matter. no matter how many ugly people tell you that looks don't matter, they do.

you know why they matter? because...why won't they? looks are more than just your face, it's the clothes you wear, it's how you stand, it's how you walk, it's your facial expressions, it's your voice. everything matters, so don't even say "not everyone is born pretty" you know what? i'm starting to think that NO ONE is born pretty, it's just a matter of who's best at making you THINK they are pretty.

lemme say one word: swagger. some people have it, some people don't. however, everyone is capable of obtaining it. some people know how to get it better than others but that doesn't mean that you can't teach yourself to get some (get some!).

so what point am i trying to get to? ummm...how about just...don't not care about your looks? don't go around thinking "whatever, i don't care about what people think of me, they don't know me" well, yeah, they don't know you and if you keep that mindset NO ONE'S going to know you and you know what you're going to become? a FREAK. a lonely, lonely FREAK. and when you start hating the world because they don't "get" you, maybe the problem isn't with how the world's reading you, it's how you're presenting yourself.

i pity those who do not understand the strength and power of family.

miley cyrus.

she's a popular topic lately so i'm gonna blog about her too! hehe :D (i was gonna do a fb status but i felt that that didn't do justice to what i'm about to say, especially since i have the tendency to rant. like now)

anyways.

my girl miley is a whore. a skank. one without decent clothes.

and you know what? that really sucks. it's rather sad.

i just can't find it in my heart to justify her actions. at all. and maybe it's because i've seen a lot of arguments against her and not much for her that it's causing me to be a bit bias but...deep in my moral core, i do not support her doing what she's doing. at all.

sure, you want the world to know you're all "growed up" but taking your clothes off and TRYING to turn yourself into the next sex symbol isn't the way to do it. whether you are a celebrity or not, growing up doesn't only mean ready for sex or baby having. even some grown ups aren't ready for babies. so what's the difference between a grown up and a child, a kid or a teenager?

technically, it's age. but let's get real here, age is just a number. some people have to grow up faster than others, and some people never grow up at all. so just because you're 16, 18, 21, 25, 108 doesn't give you the right to be a whore, or selfish, or a bad role model.

basically, what i'm trying to say is...no matter what age you are, you should just be a good person. sure you may run into some identity crisis or maybe you had a rough patch in your life. whatever. all i'm trying to say is...just be a good person. and show the world that you are a good person. don't take extremes to make a point, because i get the feeling that most people won't get the point across.

it's all society

easy as hell to blame society, ain't it?

racism = because of society

sexual orientation intolerance = because of society

gender inequality = because of society

terrorism = because of society

oppression = because of society

people being fat = because of society

people being skinny = because of society

people being stupid = because of society

people being smart = because of society

too much facebook = because of society

too much homework = because of society

too much taxes = because of society

societysocietysociety. well. this goddamn society's gotta change a lot of themselves, don't it?

well, guess what? quit blaming society and start taking action yourself because you know what? we ARE society.

the definition of a society is a group of people that's related politically, culturally or spiritually. so basically, any relation you have to someone makes you a society.

so...who are we really blaming here? ourselves. however, the sad thing is, it seems that people have begun to make an idea that a "society" is a separate thing altogether. it's almost like you're taking the blame off yourself and throwing it onto this theoretical thing known as "society." it's all "society's" fault.

well, i think this "society" has too much of a power over the mind of people. remember: we. are. society. if there's a problem with it, that means there's a problem with us. so if we have a problem with us, who else to change it other than...us?

and don't even fucking argue that "you can't change the mind of the majority blahblahblah" well FUCK THAT. at LEAST start the change with yourself! it does a hell of a lot more than just bitching about it, blaming it on something that doesn't even really exists! you never know who sees you, so if you just change yourself in a way that you know will help the world in a positive way, you're bound to inspire someone. and they're bound to inspire someone else. it's better to inspire one person, then be known as the bitch who can't handle society's standards.

man. every time someone says "well, in our society.." or "well, it's their society..." it really just...really just pisses me off. just because you grew up with it doesn't make it right. if someone grew up in an abusive home, does it make it ok for them to be abusive as well? those who do not question their upbringing really need to...start questioning. seriously. what if there's something better out there that you're not aware of? what if there was something wrong with the way you live and you weren't even aware of it? what if your "normal" isn't...normal? and an even better question is: what if your normal isn't right?

i mean to use the word "right" in that question in terms of...human equality. of basic human rights and basic laws of justices...just basically, something that we all deserve as living creatures. i mean, growing up, didn't you ever even a little bit, wonder why boys and girls did something different? why kids that aren't of the same race don't hang out with kids of another race? why the food you eat are different than the food of your friends? some of these are insignificant differences, but some of these need serious consideration.

i guess instead of complaining about problems, we should ask how the problems began, in instead of wallowing in how the problems began, we should look for ways to solve them.

moral of the story: stop bitching. "be the change you want to see in the world" -gandhi (holy shit, i just misspelled his name like sixty times...i'm sorry joe)

dependence

you're not open enough. you're not forgiving enough. you're not understanding enough. you're expecting too much out of a single person.

i fucking hate how everyone's looking for "someone i can always turn to, to make me happy on my worse days..." blahblahblahblahfuckingblah.

seriously? you want ONE person to do that? just to let you know, there are six BILLION people here on earth, if you want all of that from just ONE person...good luck with that. i don't think there's a single person out there that can deal with so much...dumbass.

and not only that but are YOU willing to be that person in return? do you think you're "there" for another person all the time? are you so selfless that you always drop everything you're doing for that other person? then feel alllll betrayed when they don't return the favor?

well, understand this: unconditional love is selfless. if you really unconditionally love someone, you really don't give a damn if they love you back. if you really care for someone, it doesn't matter if they don't care for you the same way you care for them. you know why? because you'll love them no matter what. unconditional love isn't about a trade off "i'll love you if you love me" "i'll care after you only if you're there for me when i need you" no, it's just..."i'm here for you." there's no "me" in the equation, and i don't think there's a person in the world out there that has this capacity of selflessness. except for mothers. mothers are freaking awesome. and daddies. daddies are also freaking awesome.

"you can have my leftovers"

wellllllllll...somebody's not over their ex.

(ok, i just realized that i'm doing a lot of quote titles but...eh whatever, they're what comes to mind :D)

but you know when like a couple breaks up and then they go and see other people? but then an ex is all like "oh, that's my trash. i guess one man's trash is another man's treasure" and they have this like...attitude where they like still own their ex or whatnot but they're like totally "over" them.

well, news flash. as far as i know, y'all broke up. s/he is available, and you aren't a part of any of their lives anymore.

and seriously? what makes you think you own someone in the first place? calling someone your "trash" kinda makes them like...your property. just to let you know, if you throw out a couch, it's up for grabs; if you break up with someone, they're a free for all too.

i mean, i remember back in middle school we would always say this. "oh, she's just picking up her trash" "oh, he's been passed around the whole group of friends, he's they're trash" but that's because...well, it was middle school, i didn't put much thought into these things.

but gosh, it's sad when people don't grow out of mindsets like this...it actually makes them look pretty darn pathetic. it's so obvious that you haven't moved on yet if you care about who your ex is dating. if you really have moved on, you really could care less and just live your own life.

another quote i hate is "i saw your ex and s/he's ugly" like...wooooow, you're such a prize and how dare s/he dump you for someone uglier! god forbid that people stop being shallow and ugly people should always give up the cream of the crop to beautiful people because ugly people don't deserve happiness.

seriously. get over it and get over yourself. then get a life. then give me money :D

dancin' in the rain

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF0AL3gaNLQ

mmm, this got stuck in my head...and gosh. i love bi rain sooooo god damn much...sexy mothafucka.