you can put the blame on me

ok, i think i've listened to akon's "put the blame on me" like fifteen times in the last like three days so...i dunno, it really does get me thinking about being the bigger person...and like..i feel that i should really apologize to someone. and i'm truly sincere when i say this.

the problem isn't you and it's definitely not me, it's us. now, i'm not just saying that so that no one's the bad guy, it's true. we're better people when we're not together. the more time we spend apart, the more civil we are to each other.

i'm sorry that i didn't see that earlier, and i'm especially sorry to have put the blame on you.

but i'm most sorry for holding you back. i see now that you're happier without me, i don't think i've ever made you laugh like that, and i'm sorry for not ever giving you that happiness, but i'm really glad that you've been able to spread your horizons.

i'm not going to attempt to regain the relationship we did have, i'm just going to preserve the memory. you and i both know that it'll be foolish to keep this charade and facade up, so let's just give it up.

we had a good thing, but we've grown up and apart. that's not a bad thing, but staying together is. let's not ruin the good times we had with the bad times that might come.

i hope for the bestest for you and i'm glad that we simply drifted apart instead of exploding into oblivion.

i thank you for all the fun times and all the memories, and i'm glad that we will be able to reflect on them in the future instead of just ignoring each other.